99.55 pounds
Today at lunch was great! I got food from the cafeteria and
sat with my usual friends. Instead of eating, I pushed my food around and
talked while moving a fork with a piece of food on it. This way, they think
every time I pick up my fork, it’s a new bit of food, but it’s not! For the
first time in a while, no one mentioned me not eating and that made me feel
really happy.
Today I had Breakthrough for the first time, but sadly found
out they force you to get snack if you’re under 18. That’s a stupid rule! I
just sat there awkwardly, and gave my food to my kids when they were finishing
theirs. Thankfully, they took it; I don’t know what I would’ve done if they
hadn’t! God, how I hate the idea of stuffing food into my pockets (it’s not
like I had pockets today, anyway) and really wish there is another way to get
rid of food secretly!
Okay, so my dad just came with a bunch of disgusting fatty
ribs from the Super Bowl and was trying to get me to eat! Jesus, that guy is
persistent! I lied and said I ate at Breakthrough (actually, I didn’t lie,
because I said “they served food at breakthrough” which they did, I just didn’t
eat any of it!
So I was drinking water in the kitchen, trying to forget
about my hunger, when my dad walks in and starts questioning what I ate today.
(What protein/vegetables did you eat for lunch today? How much? Did you eat it
all? Have you eaten dinner? Ect.) So I freaked out and made up some story about
how I was nervous because I had a spanish presentation the next day...then he started talking and I got him off topic so that was good...
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